Message from my Princess III

my Princess has sent me the following to post:

"In a couple of comments to this blog ['Anonymous' & Mistress L] people were not seeing what my objections were. Not that I owe anyone an explanation, but I do value clarity. Here is what provoked me: "If it sounds like a lot, it is. There are many times when i am pining for relief from one or more of Her 'motivators'."

 So, the mean old Princess is making her knight suffer? No, the knight's sub-par performance leads to extended discomfort! Any time he impresses or thrills me with his service or offerings, he receives a reward. Misbehavior, lack of compliance, 'attitude', or other ways of falling short of my standards are responded to as well. He knows the rules, he knows what pleases me - it's up to him what his life will be like and the level of comfort he enjoys. He signed up for this, now he must make good on his word.

He also now knows, per the revised rules below and posted in various spots for him to see, that 'whining will be dealt with harshly'. I accept feedback about what constitutes whining, but the final authority on the issue will be me. I am directing him now to focus on his service to me, both in person and in this blog, when he resumes posting."

Watch This Space

(This post approved by my Princess)
my Princess has reviewed my status and made Her dissatisfaction with my progress very clear. i see i was in need of correction, and am grateful to my Princess for investing the time to help me understand. She continues to review the blog for changes, which i'm to post as soon as i receive them from Her. i hope the blog can become an exemplar of what it is to truly serve in a Wife-led marriage.

i publicly apologize to my Princess for abusing Her good will, and welcome Her oversight and discipline as She helps me become a knight worthy of serving Her.

Message II From my Princess

my P has given me changes to make to the blog, which i have done. Amendments to Her Rules is the most important change. i am grateful She allows me to be Her knight, and grateful for Her discipline, supervision, and direction. A follow-up statement from Her appears below.

"I am keeping my knight out of trouble. He had a tough night, as it was spent in his Reflection Chair with his rubber suit, armor, and punishment apron. He had a football game he was hoping to see today, but instead he will be cleaning every baseboard in the house to like-new condition, still in his rubber, armor, and punishment apron. He understands that any dirt I find upon inspection will result in more assignments and more time in punishment.

I am continuing to review this blog for edits and changes. He will of course implement them upon receipt. I can tell he is contrite, but he nonetheless will be riding the Horse again today while we discuss my standards for him. He is lucky he has work tomorrow, or it could be even worse for him. I am confident you will see a different knight when we have concluded our little talks and he is allowed to resume posting. In the meantime, I will review comments sent to the blog."

Message From my Princess

When i got up this morning, this was in my inbox. my P directed me to post it immediately. i'm not sure when i will post again.

"To the readers of this blog:

My knight's post, Her Pervasive Authority, provoked me. It also demonstrated that I have been lax in my oversight of his activity online. For anyone who felt a sympathetic reaction or that I am going "too far" with him, don't bother writing. He's where he wanted to be. He spent years pestering me to take control and to treat him like my servant. I did not want that at first, and told him so. Now, I do. He may have a problem with that at times, but he is getting exactly what he was lobbying for. Now, he'll be getting even more.

I have warned him about whining, which he even cites in his post! Given the whining that appears in the post, I was incredulous. It's as if he hasn't learned a thing. After this weekend I expect he will adopt a different stance in his writing, as he has a world of hurt coming. He dreads his rubber suit, so he will spend the entire weekend wearing it under his armor. He will ride his Horse until he has adequately apologized for his behavior and misjudgment, then he will ride some more. He has other corrections coming as well. By the time I am done with him, he will sincerely regret his error, and will have difficulty walking or sitting. If this was a test of my resolve, by the time I have concluded his punishment he will understand he must never test me again.

My response will not be confined to his punishment. I am formulating some new rules to add to my expectations, and I have told him my property will now remain locked up until 2010. He will not be given permission to post again until I say so, and any time he posts in the future I will require him to submit it to me first for review. He has surrendered his logon details so I may review comments as well.

He has written about how he got me to agree to be his strict wife, someone who will assume control and be the 'alpha' spouse. As I review his past posts, I see room for improvement in accuracy and balance. He will do better at espousing my views, and at being suitably appreciative that I have agreed to be his Princess. He is on notice: I am watching his online life closely, and his home life even more closely."

Her Pervasive Authority

No matter where i am or what i'm doing, i am thinking of my Princess. Why? Well, Her beauty and power are hypnotic and impossible to ignore, but She also has Her signs of ownership attached to me 24/7. There is always some physical reminder of Her Authority to remind me of reason for being.

At a minimum, i'm always wearing a collar and the CB3K. Depending on the circumstances, there are many other ways She employs to keep me focused on Her. There are many locks in my life for which She holds the keys, and She has made it clear that i will be earning any opportunity for comfort or relaxation She chooses to grant me. In some FLR/WLM relationships, the Wife uses physical punishment (e.g. spanking/whipping) to keep their husbands in line. For my P that's too much trouble, so She has chosen ways to impose discomfort on me and leave it to me to hew to Her expectations if i desire relief. Readers here know the drill: 'shining armor' of 3 piece suit, cable ties, locking apron, locking heels.

The last couple of weeks She has used Pussy Worship extensively for Her enjoyment and as a point of emphasis about the center of my universe. If She wants me for anything i'm right there in front of Her, on my knees. Since i'm handcuffed and She's sitting on my tie, there's little i can do or think about besides Her Precious right in front of my nose. She told me recently that i am Her sleep aid - She will have me provide Her with at least one good orgasm before we go to bed. She sleeps better that way. If She picks up any sign that i'm dogging it or being less than enthusiastic in my oral service, my night will be spent on the carpet at the foot of the bed, chained there by the neck.

She is uncanny in Her ability to sense if i'm giving Her less than 100% of my attention and devotion to Her pleasure, and quick to assign consequences, especially for anything that She identifies as whining. Any time She has found me to be whining has resulted in my mouth being stuffed with a gag that is tightly strapped in and locked for hours-long stretches. Being gagged is erotic for the first ten minutes or while being teased/tortured, but definitely feels like a punishment after an hour. She'll remove the gag to enjoy the use of my mouth as She wishes, but if She feels the 'whining correction' is incomplete will put it back in after She's had Her pleasure. Hearing and feeling that lock click behind my ear makes me shiver.

If it sounds like a lot, it is. There are many times when i am pining for relief from one or more of Her 'motivators'. As She has made clear, the formula She employs for deciding whether to grant me relief is simple: Serve Her exactly as She expects. She's emphasized that this is how it's going to be, that She's not letting up. She loves the privileges, and loves seeing me squirm. There will be no escape.

After Service Comes... More Service

Service to my P has been made a higher priority than posting here. She sees the effort that She has invested in "retraining and restraining" as something She wants to see payback for, in the form of attentive service. my dedication has been tested daily, and She has seen to it that my Rules are followed to the letter. She likes how 'servile' i am when uniformed, aproned, and in my heels. A couple of evenings have been spent gagged because She identified whining.

i have learned the right way to answer Her question of me 'Is this strict enough for you?', which is to say that it is up to her to determine that (which it is). i enjoy serving Her as She wishes. She loves to tease Her locked-up property until i moan softly from the squeezing, then go back to Her activity or send me off to complete my assignments.

We have both been very busy at our jobs, so She has been glad to have me to serve Her when She arrives home. Though demanding, i have found the domesticity of it all appealing and comforting. Though the kinky parts are still there, the bigger feature these past couple of weeks has been the service.

Worship and Serve (My Pussy)

The weekend was devoted to my P, not a surprise. It started as She had warned, with Her taking Her leisure following a meal i would stack up against any in a restaurant. She loves it when i put in greater attention and complexity, especially if sauces are involved. We also try to eat fresh, whole foods ('locavores') as part of health goals we both have. Where it differed from a restaurant was She walked away from the table and i back to the kitchen. Once the kitchen was caught up, She had me ready my 'course' for walking laps, this time with an extra lobe on the 'track' that took me by Her chair.

This setup allowed Her to flout Her freedom, comfort, and control - while teasing me with views and poses designed to inflame me. i wasn't in the 'punishment apron' so it wasn't as hot and sweaty, but for me there was still a marked contrast to how She appeared. It actually was not far off from the picture in this post, but for my service apron and heels. She's talked often of how She likes to see me, a powerful male, dressed up in the outfit She chose that morning, and kept helpless by handcuffs. And heels. And a tight apron that hobbles me. Each time i went by She seemed to be a little more radiant, a little more amused, even when She didn't make eye contact.

Finally, She could take no more and caught me as i went by. Unlocking my cuffs and a couple lower straps on the apron, She ordered me to the Riding Stool. "Somebody is oozing for a ride," She said, "As a matter of fact, I want my Precious to be well-attended, cared for, and amused this whole weekend." Thus began a weekend of domestic bliss and service to my P that was decidedly different from what occurs in the average marriage. Hell, i don't know - perhaps we're all different once we're alone in our houses. Whatev, for us it works just fine. Her Precious - and She - were quite content by nighttime Sunday; that in turn made me feel great.